The Side Effect of Planning

Right, I need to take notice of my horrible typo cos some "BIG BROTHER" is watching.

Big Brother...
Tomorrow I am going to get my hand on the classic book 1984 by George Orwell.
It is a classic that CANNOT be missed by anyone.
The books are always on loan in the library, so I have decided to buy it instead.
Worth keeping. Would be proud to have such a book in my collection.

Getting my set of 1000 pieces of jigsaw puzzle tomorrow too.
Limited edition, only 2500 sets in the world. Em... excluding those fake ones produced in China?
If I were to get jigsaw puzzle, it would be better to get something worth the money and value right.

I wanna get those Chamber Arts jigsaw puzzles, still.

It is kinda weird that I am spending time chasing my childhood dream.
Ok not exactly since I still LOVE to read and doing jigsaw puzzles.
They have became hobbies.

It is a good feeling that after years, old habits never go away.
Always with you, just like old friends.


It is 1.01AM and I am tired. Doesnt make sense cos 1AM is definitely not my sleeping time.
God knows what I am typing now.



And just to add on.
I am so tired from planning events esp after the party.
One person taking care of every single details, it is not easy and I am currently feeling so sian about planning anything.
So please spare me from planning anything for the next few weeks people.

I am really sick of planning.
It is like after working in Mediacorp for 2.5 months, you got this sickening and super sian feeling about calling people that even though the money is good, you wont wanna go back again. Not till after you get rid of that feeling.

I am not complaining, I dont mind planning. I enjoyed planning the party.
What I am saying is that I need a break now.

And I dont understand why is it that every time, the "planning part" comes to me so naturally.
Maybe I suggest too much, I asked too many details. So people tend to dump the load of responsibility to me and take that I would accept it with a smile on my face and saying "Thank you for letting me to be in charge!"

Really, no.

I dont like that.
If you wanna meet up, you shall plan.

Whenever I come up with an idea for an activity, I would be the organiser.
I would take charge and plan. I think that is fair to me and others.
If I have an idea, I wanna meet up with others, I will take the initiative and dont mind the trouble of coordinating (of course, a certain degree of help from friends would be a big plus.)

So please, dont just say "Oh lets meet on this date!"
Then leave me with your half-baked ideas and let me do the rest for you.

Ok normally I wont mind. But right now, I am too tired.

Too tired to even type any longer to express my thoughts properly.
But well, it will go away. Hopefully soon.